this whole motherfucking place is a tattoo galore i swear , it is indeed pretty tempting :p

This trip to the states has definitely made me realized how much S means to me and how important he is. Yeah initially it was all trust issues and not being able to express myself , but time heal and I’m starting to trust again.Being million miles apart is killing me a little , kinda get what ade is going through and why she’s so upset and all . It is killing me in a way when we have a little misunderstanding and i hope that he’ll be here so we could talk things out face to face but distance doesn’t permit us to so we have to communicate through whatsapp / imessage . Or those random days when i miss him so much and i wished that he could be here , but being million miles apart doesn’t permit us to again. So i kinda learn to be less of a drama queen , less emotional or even expect less because i need to understand time difference . To sum it all i need to stop being over emotional and needy LOOL , i’m just thankful for my ever so understanding boyfriend who can put up with me for the past half a month and i hope he is still mentally able to withstand this for another month or month plus. HAHA But of course on my part i will also :x yes and i’m missing him a lot right now and there is no other guy i wish to be right beside me other than him  .

Can’t believe this half a month has passed , my time in US past pretty fast left with a month till summer school ends. Technically i’m still stuck here in US till i don’t know when i’ll go back , have yet to book my return flight still waiting to hear from my aunt who’s gonna book for me :s My instinct tells me i’ll prolly go back later so i need to start planning my holiday , i’m thinking New York for july4th still planning anyway. Urgh miss TheClique , the girls , SB-HV , my family , cousins and S :s